"I will proclaim your mighty acts, O sovereign Lord." Psalm 71:16
Before deliverance and healing
WEEKLY ENCOURAGER 23 OCTOBER 2016
After deliverance and healing
Scriptural advice, help and insight on how to trust Jesus Christ to defeat schizophrenia from James Stacey now in his 27th year of freedom - OVER 28 YEARS off all psychotic medication - thanks to Jesus Christ.
CLICK BELOW TO SEE AND HEAR HOW THE LORD JESUS CHRIST SET JAMES FREE AFTER 26 LONG YEARS OF SCHIZOPHRENIA When God heals and sets free it lasts For Part 1 click the left image below: 10,535 views Part 2 click the right image below: 7156 views
Chapter 12 of Schizophrenia Defeated by James Stacey, showing the gradual restoration of life after the glorious defeat of schizophrenia after 26 years
THIS WEEK’S SELECTED BIBLE READING IS PSALM 34: Key Verses 1-8
I will extol the LORD at all times; his praise will always be on my lips. My soul will boast in the LORD; let the afflicted hear and rejoice. Glorify the LORD with me: let us exalt his name together. I sought the LORD, and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame. This poor man called, and the LORD heard him; he saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear him, and he delivers them. Taste and see that the LORD is good; blessed is the man who takes refuge in him. Verses 15-22 The eyes of the LORD are on the righteous and his ears are attentive to their cry; the face of the LORD is against those who do evil, to cut off the memory of them from the earth. The righteous cry out, and the LORD hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles. The LORD is close to the broken-hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. A righteous man may have many troubles but the LORD delivers him from them all; he protects all his bones, not one of them will be broken. Evil will slay the wicked; the foes of the righteous will be condemned. The LORD redeems his servants; no-one will be condemned who takes refuge in him.
Chapter 12 of Schizophrenia Defeated
Life continued at a busy pace, with numerous commitments and changes, which meant that the focus on moving towards full restoration had to be sought amidst the routine of normal everyday activities. We also needed continuing adjustment to married life. Tina needed time to settle down and make new friendships at St. Thomas’ parish church opposite our home. I was grateful that in the months preceding April, 1993, my administration job in Datapost at Royal Mail was coming to an end, giving times free of pressure during the winding-down period.
A fresh challenge awaited me in a new job working in the Investigation Branch. It came during staff change in the business when my new boss moved from West Yorkshire. We began as a completely new team with me offering support in areas addressing internal fraud among postmen. The work demanded a new commitment in relations and performance, which I was determined to succeed in.
Our office backed onto the main road above the sorting office near Fitzalan Square in Sheffield and provided ample room, a feature which was most pleasing. We had the run of the place to ourselves, apart from a small room where a colleague from the Post Office Investigation Department sat. In a short time, we moved into an adjoining room almost twice as big and revelled in even more spaciousness.
In June, I had a major breakthrough while out enjoying a picnic in the Derbyshire countryside with Tina on realising the important need of spiritual alertness in order to remain free. After stopping the car to have lunch, a deep, abnormal tiredness settled over me. I discerned it was an evil presence oppressing me and resembled more of a slumbering condition inducing passivity and lethargy which sought to totally inactivate me.
After finishing our picnic, I sensed a heaviness over and around my eyes and was unable to enjoy the brilliant sunshine. I told Tina of my need to pray. She joined me in commanding the heaviness to leave in Jesus’ name. Within minutes, I became free of the oppressive state.
This same problem had also occurred the previous Sunday in the same location but to a lesser extent. Chesterfield is well known for occult influence and there may have been an influence in the area where we were visiting. Nevertheless, I realised the need for spiritual alertness and wrote down three important principles:
a. the necessity of having a living, conscious faith
b. the continual need of remaining alert through jealously guarding my spirit (remember the benefits of keeping the law of faith)
c. the need to guard against those things that sap spiritual power and cause me to go “flat” inside.
I noted there was a link in some way between the condition here detailed and the uneasy fear I showed in relation to wanting to go to bed early in order to secure adequate sleep. Before deliverance and healing, the fight towards freedom proved long and intense. I had to drive my will inside the schizophrenia prison to get up to pray in order to be spiritually prepared for the day and keep up the warfare being waged.
The whole incident inspired the thought that I needed further counselling and prayer concentration to hit the inner core of my mind. Only then would there be complete restoration to wholeness and soundness. In other words, more power was needed to break the passivity and the patterns still formed in my mind left by the now exorcised spirits.
I wrote the whole incident down, showed Tina the details and she commented:
“My, your perception of yourself has grown. You wouldn’t have been able to see that a year ago.”
Being able to see myself more clearly was attributable to nothing less than another breakthrough in prayer. In recent months Tina had prayed for God to give me more revelation about myself.
Her diary made the comment way back in September:
“He is seeing himself more clearly but still not able to see himself as others do. This inertia/passivity seems to sap a lot of his energy. I know that the withdrawn side will still keep reasserting itself. How is this stronghold going to be completely cut? We’ve not prayed against withdrawal, unreality, fantasy, escape, sleepiness, passivity.”
Another wonderful answer to prayer along the way! I began to observe other advances in gaining natural strength and relaxation. I was now sleeping a lot better, even sometimes dropping off during the journey to work and waking up when the bus pulled up with a jolt at the Sheffield terminus. Considering the backlog of years when I never used to secure adequate rest and relaxation, I was grateful for every improvement in sleep and rest. My body needed exercise, since I had not taken part in sports or regular walks for so long.
Completing several widths at the swimming baths really loosened up my frame, with the added joy of beating Tina in racing across.
I was by no means free of tiredness, however. Having to be out of the house at 7 a.m. for work meant rising at 5.30 or 5.45 in order to meet God in prayer. I arrived back home at 17.30, which meant a full day five days a week. A weakness I had was that if tired, I saw the need to be quiet and avoid noise of any sort. Tina, who had needed to adjust to noisy music through the night in the heart of Bombay in her missionary days, used to suggest that whatever the noise I should be able to handle it. But my inability to do so revealed that I couldn’t switch off in a given situation.
In the summer of 1993, Tina became quite down and tired. She had various blood tests and her doctor thought she was depressed due to the menopause. He proved right in part, but she had severe pains in her arms radiating down to her hands. Many a time during the night the cramps were unbearable. Then she saw that her elbows were beginning to swell.
Tina’s problem with her joints dates back to the time when she was four years old and fell from a first floor window at her grandparents’ home near Morecambe, landing on her knees on a concrete yard. The impact then caused her to fall forward, hitting her head on the concrete, resulting in a large egg-shaped lump on her forehead.
She speaks of being miraculously preserved, for in the seconds as she was falling from the window, she noticed a split-second white flash. She believed it to be an angel who had intervened at the point of falling. The local doctor, on being phoned to come to the house, was unwilling at first because only recently he had attended a young girl in a nearby street who had fallen to her death in just the same way.
As for myself, I still kept seeing the need for further counselling and ministry, and arranged another session with Colin Nowells, supported by Tina in November 1993. Little did I realise beforehand, the magnitude of another advance soon to be made in the area concerning my mother’s desire of wanting me to be a girl.
Colin discerned that I had not wanted to be born and had turned my back on life while in the womb. During a time of waiting before God, I confessed that I had “not wanted to come out into the world and be born.”
Colin believed that I had also said: “I’m not going to be born”.
I confessed this as sin, was anointed with oil and prayed “to be born and choose life.”
Following the above ministry, I seemed to have a new lease of life until it was agreed to pray into the next agenda with Colin in the area of tiredness and lethargy. Tina wondered if the problem was linked to family spirits of passivity. She recorded:
“They are evident in the family and particularly in James. James may have received passivity in the womb, but he also prayed for six months with an empty mind when he was specifically seeking guidance for future ministry.
“Is this tiredness due to the passivity in action? He always makes excuses for the tiredness e.g. by saying: ‘Anyone doing what I’m doing would be tired, and would naturally get tired more easily. It’s only natural to be tired like this. I’m not getting any younger’ etc.”
While it was perfectly clear to Tina and Colin that some time would be needed for the passivity to be dealt with through asserting my will, it was not obvious to me because I couldn’t see myself as clearly as they could. I really needed to take stock of what Tina was always pointing out to me about Normalcy Recognised, a section dealt with clearly by Chinese author, Watchman Nee, in his book The Spiritual Man. I may have read the following but it had not gripped me. It makes vital reading for anyone seeking to help a schizophrenic and knowing what is involved.
In Volume 3, he writes:
“If one has plunged into all sorts of vexations due to passivity or believing the lies of the evil spirits, he urgently needs to determine what is normal for him. Except for the unrenewed mind, both passivity and assent to lies furnish such footholds to evil spirits that the Christian’s mental state will deteriorate steadily in every direction.
“His powers of recall, of physical endurance, and so forth will all continually fail. If he realises his danger he ought to rise up and seek liberation. But what should be regarded as liberation? It is this ... he needs to be restored to his original state. It’s essential for anyone who seeks restoration to determine what his original state was. Each person has his normal condition, the state he had before his illness. He must be made aware of his normal state. He should therefore ask himself these questions:
1. What was my former condition?
2. How far am I today from it?
3. How can I be restored to it?
“Your former state is your normal state. The condition from which you fell is your measuring rod should you be ignorant of what is normal for you - you need to ask:
1. Was my mind born so confused or was there a time when I was not confused?
2. Was I always so sleepless or did I once sleep well?
3. Did I always have so many pictures passing before my eyes like movies on a screen or were there some clear moments?
4. Have I always been weak or was there a time when I was stronger?
5. Is it true I never could control myself or could I once manage myself much better?
“By answering these questions the person ought to be able to perceive whether he lacks his normal state, is under attack, has grown passive. To define what his original condition was a person must acknowledge and believe initially that HE DOES have a normal state.”
The ministry with Colin became difficult for me during the times I was restless and uneasy. Tina felt a hardness of evil spirit activity in the session, but prayer was offered into passivity of family line spirits.
As the subject of “Normalcy Recognised” was being discussed, Colin discerned that I was not accepting it. Some old thought patterns came out in conversation. Tina recorded in her diary:
“We came away feeling tired (at least I did). I was tempted to give up and begin to think about living my own life because of James’s tremendous pull on me. He’s very draining when the opposition (in spirit) rises up and his mind on some levels is very deceived. It was obvious Colin discerned that. Now the Lord reminded me of Psalm 71 verse 14: ‘But as for me, I shall always have hope. I will praise you more and more’. ”
As the months went by, I knew my inner life was getting stronger. I wanted to succeed in relationships with colleagues in the Investigation Branch and provide them with every support in carrying out the difficult task of detecting fraud. There was always plenty of work in the “melting pot” with ongoing suspects being watched; but everything was eclipsed when in the autumn of 1993, Sheffield encountered the first murder of a postman in the 350 years’ history of the Post Office.
A long-serving postman driver had been run over and killed as he tried to prevent his van being stolen while clearing a pillar box. The descent of police into our office and the length and extent of the enquiry for many months exacted a commitment in support work. During a house-to-house search in the south of Sheffield, police discovered a large amount of mail in a garage which a former postman had not wanted to deliver and hidden away. Every item of mail had to be recorded in this “side issue”, as well as helping out with the major enquiry.
Tina and I were maintaining an interest in healing and deliverance, though I needed to have a proper respect for the power of satan and demons. Although experiencing the effectiveness of the power of the blood of Jesus Christ in my life, I still had important lessons to learn.
Before getting involved in praying for deliverance for others, I must be living in the power of the Spirit and protected by Christ. Demons given legal rights do not leave people without being handled and addressed properly. Even God has to acknowledge the areas where demons have been given legal rights to be. So there was need for empowered living with Christ.
This insight came home with real force during a time of prayer for deliverance for Tina. She often complained of abdominal pain which I thought was associated with witchcraft in her family line from a previous generation. Without protecting myself adequately, and praying in the name of Jesus, I proceeded to take authority over the evil presence and immediately suffered a backlash. I was hit with such power in my head, falling backwards and hitting the floor with a bump. I gathered myself, got up and said to Tina: “I was not fully protected then. That’s taught me a lesson.”
I realised I didn’t know everything about Satan and his kingdom of darkness. I needed to see, as one author puts it, that “experience is needed to give life to the study but study is necessary to give sense and meaning to the experience.”
An opportunity occurred in December 1993 of helping a friend from church who had suffered untold abuse from her parents involved in satanism. At first, I feared the commitment would be too much. It was, however, to prove an enriching experience and privilege to minister the love of Jesus into her life without focusing on deliverance.
When Tina rang me at work to ask if I was in agreement that our friend and her fiancé stay in our home to give them a break, I said I needed more time to think about it. Tina was somewhat disappointed, to say the least, although I finally agreed to their coming.
Our friend had been found in a state of neglect in her flat one day by a neighbour who later fell in love with her. He helped her back to improved health and strength. Her background was one of being brought up in a satanic coven which had deeply entrenched spiritual, emotional and physical repercussions. As it is so needful to minister the love of Jesus to broken lives, we just made them feel at home.
Tina went to great pains to give them really good meals and express the love of Jesus in a relaxed setting. As our friend had been deprived of love in her family home, we sat with them to watch the video, “Anne of Avonlea.”
She remarked to Tina: “So that’s what family life is all about.”
Tina’s big heart went out in loving compassion, even to the point of dressing her up in her wedding gown in readiness for the proposed marriage they were planning.
The presence of cancer, however, prevented her reaching the wedding day. She was willing for God to heal her, but having suffered such immense trauma was now ready to go home to be with Jesus. Her life account told of horrific happenings which had left her so scarred, battered and bruised. We prayed a great deal for her, as did her friends at church. She finally went into a local hospice to spend her remaining days. We were glad, however, to have offered the love of Jesus at the close of her life.
The funeral was so unusually joyous. Pastor David Bailey, minister, told us that she had said “it was to be party and celebration because she was going home to be with Jesus.” We were exhorted to rejoice for her, that having suffered so much, she had found her precious Saviour who had seen it right to take her home to be with Him. It was a most moving occasion, with tears filling many eyes.
The book Schizophrenia Defeated is available to purchase here
IF YOU HAVE NEVER INVITED JESUS CHRIST INTO YOUR LIFE, AND WISH TO, DO PRAY THE FOLLOWING PRAYER WITH ALL YOUR HEART: “Lord God Almighty, I approach you in the name of your Son, Jesus Christ. I know I have sinned in my thoughts, words and actions. There are so many good things I have not done. There are so many sinful things I have done. I am truly sorry for the sinfulness in my life, but most of all I acknowledge the sin that separates me from you. I accept the death of Jesus on the Cross to redeem me and extend the gift of eternal life. Gratefully, I give my life back to you as I now ask you to come into my life. Come in as my Saviour and Lord and cleanse me. Come in as my Lord to control me. Come with the strength of your grace and the power of your Spirit to defeat the evil spirit of schizophrenia that troubles me. Now you have set my spirit free, pour your delivering and healing power into my life as I take authority in the name of Jesus through the power of his blood over the intruding force. I assert your ownership of my life and resist any legal right that the devil seeks to hold over my life and bind up and expel any evil presence. I believe that my mind can be completely set free and my whole life enjoy the total freedom of Jesus. Amen".
WHEN I'M BACK ON MY FEET AGAIN!!
God is always working to get us "back on our feet again." He is well able to do it for YOU.
This video by Canton Junction from Godtube is sent out to all our website visitors who long for freedom over schizophrenia.
Receive sure and certain HOPE from Jesus Christ that He is moved with compassion to bring you through your present struggles and establish you "back on your feet again" in His victorious life and freedom.
"If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free," said Jesus (John 8:31-32).
A warm welcome to our world ministry of offering real hope to schizophrenics and anyone mentally assailed.
Our website Pray Until Schizophrenia Heals exists to proclaim with a trumpet voice that the love and victory of Jesus Christ is today’s only answer out of mental bondage into lasting joyous freedom.
For 26 long years, I was enslaved in a schizophrenic mental prison house until in 1990 Jesus Christ delivered me and two minutes later healed my mind. It took a further 12 years to return to life as I knew it before the illness dawned in 1964.
In 2004, I released my life story, Schizophrenia Defeated, detailing a long, hard prayer battle into freedom in order to give hope, new understanding of the disease and a new strategy to unlock the gates of insanity of this invisible enemy.
It is our prayer that as you view our site, you will sense something of the compassion of Jesus which fills our hearts and lives to spread the message that His love and power can still bring His glorious freedom TODAY no matter how helpless and hopeless you may feel life has become.
With our love and prayers
James and Tina Stacey
We are told in the book of Acts, chapter 2, verse 17, that “... your old men shall dream dreams.” The painting by the artist Rebekah Laue is a portrayal of her husband’s prophetic dream. She pondered the dream for many years before she was able to capture it’s essence on canvas.
In his dream, Peter saw a rock wall with an ordinary stick lying nearby. He was prompted to pick it up and beat vigorously on the wall. Nothing happened! Then he saw a lion’s paw at his feet. He dropped the stick, picked up the paw and barely touched the wall. As he did, the wall began to crumble.
Peter awoke weeping and trembling as he experienced new authority, purpose, power, and confidence streaming into every fiber of his being. In lieu of a lion’s paw he has acquired a real sword, which he now uses in spiritual combat.
The stick is symbolic of man using his own strength and wisdom to tear down strongholds. The rock wall is symbolic of those walls around our hearts that imprison us and cause us to be isolated from God and one another.
The Hebrew letters on the rocks represent strongholds such as hate, anger, revenge, rebellion, witchcraft, bitterness, pride, fear, unbelief, unforgiveness, lust, idolatry, greed, gluttony, jealousy, self-pity, legalism, and man’s traditions.
The sword issuing from the lion’s mouth is the Sword of the Lord, which is the Word of God. The lion portrays Jesus Christ as revealed in the book of Revelation, chapter 5: “... Behold, the Lion of the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, has prevailed...”
The truth in the painting shall march throughout the land like a banner and confront the strongholds that imprison us. Has God singled you out to carry that banner and address those strongholds? Before saying YES or NO, count the cost or the opportunity lost! TAKE A STAND! TAKE BACK THE LAND!
Listen in to a service in Armenia, Colombia where James speaks about the joy of being free after 26 years of bondage to schizophrenia - supported by his wife Tina who prayed him through. (Length 1 hour 45 mins with translation. Our translator, Anita Keith-Gillon is pictured right)
A letter has been received from a Christian in Papatoetoe, New Zealand stating: "I am a fan of your Weekly Encourager for it exposes the underlying causes of schizophrenia whereas most other websites on the subject matter do not".
All Things Are Possible Through Believing Prayer
Celebrated 26 Years of deliverance and Healing from Schizophrenia through the resurrection power of the Lord Jesus Christ on 7th May 2016 (the same length of time GOD faithfully held me safe and secure while battling the demonic bondage in His strength - James)
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CLICK ON THE BOOK COVER to read the WHOLE of the book "Schizophrenia Defeated" and celebrate the gift of God's Son, Jesus Christ, who permanently delivered and healed me after 26 years of suffering the schizophrenia bondage. Click on the image - right - to read the book in its Spanish version. James
"A road map to victory for every person diagnosed with schizophrenia – every psychiatrist and counsellor needs to read it.” Peter Laue of Stretcher Bearers for Christ USA
11 Year-Old Proclaims Jesus Through the Bible - POWERFUL! Josiah Willis is an 11 year-old with a heart on fire for Christ! Listen to this AMAZING proclamation of Jesus throughout the entire Bible. It will leave you in awe and speechless!
READING THROUGH THE BOOK GOD WROTE
Jesus replied: “If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching. My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him. He who does not love me will not obey my teaching. These words you hear are not my own; they belong to the Father who sent me.” John’s Gospel 14: 23-24
The One Year Bible Plan Appearing Week by Week: Oct 21 - 30, 2016
Oct 21~ Jeremiah 37:1-38:28 ~1 Timothy 6:1-21 ~Psalm 89:38-52 ~Proverbs 25:28 Oct 22~ Jeremiah 39:1-41:18 ~ 2 Timothy 1:1-18 ~Psalm 90:1-91:16 ~Proverbs 26:1-2 Oct 23 ~Jeremiah 42:1-44:23 ~2 Timothy 2:1-21 ~Psalm 92:1-93:5 ~Proverbs 26:3-5 Oct 24~Jeremiah 44:24-47:7~2 Timothy 2:22-3:17~Psalm 94:1-23~Proverbs 26:6-8 Oct 25~Jeremiah 48:1-49:22~2 Timothy 4:1-22~Psalm 95:1-96:13~Proverbs 26:9-12 Oct 26~Jeremiah 49:23-50:46 ~Titus 1:1-16 ~Psalm 97:1-98:9~Proverbs 26:13-16 Oct 27~Jeremiah 51:1-53~Titus 2:1-15~Psalm 99:1-9~Proverbs 26:17 Oct 28~Jeremiah 51:54-52:34~Titus 3:1-15~Psalm 100:1-5~Proverbs 26:18-19 Oct 29~Lamentations 1:1-2:22~Philemon 1:1-25~Psalm 101:1-8~Proverbs 26:20 Oct 30~Lamentations 3:1-66~Hebrews 1:1-14~Psalm 102:1-28~Proverbs 26:21-22
Well-known Baptist preacher, Charles H. Spurgeon, commenting on Psalm 119 verse 15 says: “Hearing, reading, marking, and learning, all require inwardly digesting to complete their usefulness, and the inward digesting of the truth lies for the most part in meditating upon it. Why is it that some Christians, although they hear many sermons, make but slow advances in the divine life? Because they neglect their closets, and do not thoughtfully meditate on God’s Word. They love the wheat, but they do not grind it; they would have the corn, but they will not go forth into the fields to gather it; the fruit hangs upon the tree, but they will not pluck it; the water flows at their feet, but they will not stoop to drink it. From such folly deliver us, O Lord, and be this our resolve this morning, “I will meditate onyour precepts.”
In his book, Prayer Life, Andrew Murray teaches: “Little of the Word with little prayer is death to the spiritual life. Much of the Word with little prayer gives a sickly life. Much prayer with little of the Word gives more life, but without steadfastness. A full measure of the Word and prayer each day gives a healthy and powerful life.”
THE MESSAGE OF HOPE FOR 2016 “WITHOUT THE SHEDDING OF BLOOD THERE IS NO FORGIVENESS” - Hebrews 9:22
By Charles Haddon Spurgeon
This is the voice of unalterable truth. In none of the Jewish ceremonies were sins, even typically, removed without blood-shedding. In no case, by no means can sin be pardoned without atonement. It is clear, then, that there is no hope for me out of Christ; for there is no other blood-shedding which is worth a thought as an atonement for sin. Am I, then, believing in Him? All men are on a level as to their need of Him. If we be never so moral, generous, amiable, or patriotic, the rule will not be altered to make an exception for us. Sin will yield to nothing less potent than the blood of Him whom God hath set forth as a propitiation. What a blessing that there is the one way of pardon! Why should we seek another?
Persons of merely formal religion cannot understand how we can rejoice that all our sins are forgiven us for Christ’s sake. Their works, and prayers, and ceremonies, give them very poor comfort; and well may they be uneasy for they are neglecting the one great salvation, and endeavouring to get remission without blood. My soul, sit down, and behold the justice of God as bound to punish sin; see that punishment al executed upon your Lord Jesus, and fall down in humble joy, and kiss the dear feet of Him whose blood has made atonement for you. It is in vain when conscience is aroused to fly to feelings and evidences for comfort; this is a habit which we learned in the Egypt of our legal bondage. The only restorative for a guilty conscience is a sight of Jesus suffering on the cross. “The blood is the life thereof,” says the Levitical law, and let us rest assured that it is the life of faith and joy and every other holy grace.
Extract from "There is hope for the schizophrenic"
Chapter 16 of Schizophrenia Defeated:
As my testimony has shown, I had the presence of the Holy Spirit in my life before my illness went into full bloom in my early twenties. Without that power I would have been unable to fight the evil presence of schizophrenia.
I also had a tremendously long period after healing and deliverance had taken place to allow myself to "catch up" on 26 years in which I had not developed and grown normally.
BUT GOD DID IT! The years after healing and deliverance were times of slow but definite progress, requiring most of all a dependency on the Holy Spirit to teach, correct, inspire and show those things I needed to know. I needed Tina's help too, and the prayers of friends, to get me there.
“WHEN I FOUND FREEDOM FROM SCHIZOPHRENIA, I GAINED CHRIST HIMSELF” Bethany Behney
I suffered for a very long time from severe schizophrenia. I recently turned 28. My world began to unravel in college. With an incapacitated mind I was forced to quit. From the age of nineteen to twenty-four off and on I would lose and regain my life fighting for my sanity. I fought for two-and-a-half years until I was finally delivered by Jesus Christ our Messiah on July 25, 2009.
The hell I endured to freedom was no easy road. Everyone forsook me. Everyone. Including the church. There was only one that never deserted me. And that was Jesus. He held me all the way through. Even when I was hospitalized and the demons put me in a coma and was left for dead!! When I didn’t want to live anymore, God wanted me to live and refused to let me go.
Schizophrenia is a hellish thing. Only those of us who have been in its grip can truly understand one another. It cost me my livelihood and relationships. As I was searching and crying out to God for help, close friends ultimately gave up on me, of whom were “believers”. I dealt with constant misunderstandings. I faced character defamation, gossip from an entire congregation, abandonment and false judgements by those who claim they understood but were dead wrong. But I kept crying out to God. I kept pleading with Him to reveal what was happening. It is surreal to practically lose your mind overnight and now know why.
Despite the disturbance I grew close to the Lord. This of course stirred up spirits that had rights tied to my generational line. You see, schizophrenia is usually passed down the line from the sins of the father. It takes a fiery persistence to continue offering up prayers and banging on the doors of heaven until the angel tips the bowls. If you ask the Father, shall He give you a stone? Absolutely not.
I kept banging and asking, and banging and asking until He answered and opened the door. The inferno of psyche was so unbelievably torturous it was uncanny. Quite honestly, I did not want to make it through. To be martyred would have been sweet. And I do not say that lightly.
I was on a run for my very life from Satan and his hordes. The battle to get free was so intense, medically speaking I should not be alive. But Hallelujah! We who have been adopted by the precious blood of Jesus do no not belong to the medical field – we belong to Jesus Christ of Nazareth! I am a walking miracle, dear ones!! I searched high and low for someone who cared enough to fight for me and with me. Brethren of three years deserted me and left me for dead. Literally. Then Brethren took me and prayed for me in their home the first time I met them.
For two-and-a-half-years, I stared hell in the face. I had to bite the bullet in many crippling situations and go from place to place receiving deliverance here and there because I was such a mess; people who were practising deliverance thought I must have done something so bad that they didn’t want to touch me.
I was tortured in the psychiatric units by physicians of whom I am certain were Satanists. I was locked into solitary confinement in a cold square space with nothing but a flimsy hospital frock on. However, angels were assigned from heaven and I was supernaturally delivered out of the hands of the wicked.
What got me through all of this? It’s a simple answer. I held on tightly to the robe of Jesus. Though I wanted to go to heaven, I couldn’t. It wasn’t my time. I was given a promise from God that gave me the will to live. He promised if I would just hold on He would give me a family, that which I never had – and wanted. So I refused to give up and give in to Satan and fought for it.
This is the point, dear friends. The blood of Jesus Christ is alive and powerful. It is sufficient and doesn’t need any medical tweaking. It is your only hope. Don’t give up. You know why? Because of this glorious truth and one of my favorite passages... “And having spoiled principalities and powers, He made a show of them openly, triumphing over them in it!” Colossians 2:15. Oh, hallelujah! All glory to the Lamb of God who overcame the enemy and bought us back! How sweet is His victory! He is always steps ahead of our enemies plans and there is nothing He does not see. He is in total control. He sees you and your pain. He has not forgotten you.
Listen! I can honestly say, I have suffered the loss of all things. In every area. There are moments I can’t bear to think of all that’s happened to me. Time being the most invaluable. I never got to be 18,20,21,22,23,24. Formidable years. Time froze and stood still and many years I don’t remember. But one thing I do and will continue to set before me. This world is not my home and I must press forward with what remains and fight for others. I have resolved to forget what lies behind and press onward.
“I do not consider, brethren, that I have captured and made it my own yet; but one thing I do it is my one aspiration; forgetting what lies behind and straining to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the supreme and heavenly prize to which God in Christ Jesus is calling us upward. Philippians 3:13-14.
I trust the Lord with the entirety of my life. Whether I live or whether I die, I am His. He has delivered me from the power of darkness and translated me into His glorious kingdom of light. I am forever indebted to Him and tears well up as I write to you because I know that what He has done for me He can do for you. He is no respecter of persons and loves his children all the same.
Bethany jumping for joy after being set free by Jesus from schizophrenia.
I thank our Father for everything. I would not want to do it again, but what I have gained from the vestibules of heaven can never compare to any earthly thing. For what have I gained? Christ Himself! I have been set free from death and sin! GLORY.. GLORY..GLORY!!! I could never have gained such intimacy with Jesus - wisdom, knowledge, and understanding I now possess. Such are the acquired gems which only suffering can buy.
Jesus came to destroy the works of the enemy. I will fight against Satan in the strength of Jesus with all I have until my last breath for what he did to me - and because I have pledged myself to heaven. Keep your head up and look up for our redemption is drawing nigh and is closer than it has ever been. If I can do it, you can do it. I had no money, no support. And I am alive and free ... completely free! “They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and the word of their testimony”, Revelation 12:11. Jesus Christ alone is your source and He is never empty. He will never let you go. I send you my love. Even so come Lord Jesus! Amen. In Jesus Bethany Behney
At the age of 22 Nick Griemsmann was led astray by a cult. The downward spiral that followed led to a battle with mental illness, but his deliverance from "incurable" schizophrenia stands to testify of the power of being God's friend.
Click on the video below to see Sid Roth's full interview with Nick Griemsmann
As well as viewing the video above (which is via Youtube), it is available to view at Sid Roth's web site Used with permission.
SID: Welcome, welcome to my world where it's naturally supernatural. My next guest had incurable "schizophrenia." He was touched by the power of God, set free and then became an administrator in the institution he was hospitalized in, 50 employees under him. Now I asked my personal doctor, Dr. Dietry, last night a question on the phone. "He went off all medicine, all medication, Doctor. To your knowledge, what happens to a schizophrenic that takes no medicine?"
DOCTOR: That's a good question. It's an unbelievable phenomenon, schizophrenia. When you come off medication, provided the medication was helping in the first place, you get an extra [unintelligible] a spike of hallucinations, ideations and delusions. It's not a very pretty sight.
SID: Have you ever heard of someone that's diagnosed with schizophrenia? Oh, I forgot one more thing. In a few years, he was supposed to be catatonic. That was the diagnosis. A thousand pages of diagnosis, Doctor. Have you ever heard of such a thing?
DOCTOR: Personally, I have never seen anybody come off of medication and be normal.
SID: Well but I have to tell you, Doctor, he is not normal according to the world. He is normal according to the Word of God. So Nick Griemsmann was raised in a secular home. His father left at age, when he was age eight. He got addicted to pornography at 10. At 21, he was a full-blown alcoholic and he was a bartender. But at age 23, you know, we take a lot of things for granted, at age 23, he's an alcoholic, he's a drug addict, he's a mess. I'm just saying it, Nick. And he gets a little tract about the Messiah, and he calls the person on the phone, because there was a phone number on this tract. And what happened?
NICK: The woman on the phone, she was really nice, and she asked me a question, she said something about, "Are you, have you received Jesus?" And I asked her, "What does that actually mean because so many people tell me different things about Christianity and I was studying different religions like Islam and Judaism, different sects in Christianity, and things like that. And so, "What does it really mean to receive Jesus?" And she said, "It's easy. The Bible says you can confess Jesus as Lord and he will come into your life." And so I said this simple prayer and he came into my heart, and totally changed me.
SID: What happened to your drug addiction, your alcoholism?
NICK: When I said this prayer, it was so incredible. I still remember it like it was yesterday. I was on the phone with her and I prayed this simple prayer of faith. I had just faith in God at the time. I said the name of Jesus. And the moment I said the name of Jesus this liquid love came upon me, and for the first time, I knew I was completely free from all my sin, alcoholism, drugs. I had a sexuality immorality I was into, you know the lifestyle of a bartender, and God completely set me free from that.
SID: You know, only God could do something like that. But then right behind the devil came up to him when that seed was planted, immediately, he came up to him because Nick now wants to live for God. And he goes on the Internet and he finds out there's a place where the guy says he's one of the End Time prophets and they'll give him food, they'll give him shelter, they'll train him. It sounded pretty good.
NICK: Absolutely. I was trying to find a good church and I found this online. And I thought, wow, I can leave all my old friends and leave my family, and all the troubles I used to have, and I can serve Jesus with my whole heart, because I really loved God.
SID: But it turned out to be a cult. The first crack that you saw in this cult was two of the senior members having a disagreement.
NICK: Yeah. One thing that the cult would preach, that they were sinless. They would say that they never sin or anything like that. And I was there and the men, one night they started arguing over something and they were like almost like throwing blows at each other and swearing. And I thought, they're preaching that they're sinless, but it doesn't look like they are sinless. And my heart started going, well maybe this really, maybe what they're telling me isn't all the truth.
SID: But you were so scared because they had this, was it a cassette, that you would have to listen to? And what was the warning it gave you?
NICK: In the cassettes, the prophet, the false prophet, he would say that if we left the church, because they said that they are the one true church, if we left the church it meant that we lost our salvation, blaspheming the Holy Spirit. So as you know, if you're a young person in God and you don't really know anything, I believed it and I was very afraid that if I left or talked to my family, they said my family was of the devil, I couldn't talk to them. And they said that I would go to Hell if I did anything wrong or if I left the church, or said anything about the person in charge there.
SID: But he had such a heart for God. He was crying out and crying out. And one day, he takes off. He ends up in the Nashville Airport. What happened, Nick?
NICK: Well I entered the Nashville Airport and at this time, I started hearing voices in my mind. Before I left the cult, I actually started getting voices in my mind and I thought they were angels, and I thought God was speaking directly to my mind. And so I would listen to these voices. And I was, they would say things and they'd say bad things. And when I was in the Nashville Airport I was going to go to a phone to call my family to pick me up. And the voices came to me and said, "You need to go and you need to make a scene and yell, and scream, and praise God in the middle of the baggage claim area in Nashville Airport." But I really loved God and I thought God—
SID: So you were willing to do anything for God. I wish, even though it was the wrong voice, I wish more Christians would be willing to do whatever God said. So they picked him up obviously. He's diagnosed schizophrenic. He's told in a few years he'll be in a catatonic state. He goes home to be with his family and his mother insists he go to a little Assembly of God Church.
SID: So my guest, Nick Griemsmann, had incurable schizophrenia. Nick, what is like to have schizophrenia?
NICK: Sid, if you could imagine, if you take a vice, a metal vice with spikes in it, and if you take this vice and you put it on your head like a helmet and then you start screaming in your head evil profane things, blaspheming God, you know, different things like that, the blasphemy, the yelling in the head to kill yourself, that there's no hope, and this cap would be on your head, and they tell you that it will never leave.
SID: So you go to this Assembly of God Church, you go up to the altar and someone begins to pray for you. What happened?
NICK: A nice man and his wife, they were praying over me and this spiritual force, I felt it, it lifted out of my head that night. It just lifted out of my head and at that moment I knew, I knew—
SID: What did you actually know? When this spiritual force lifted, what were, did you know?
NICK: Well I knew two things. One, that I was completely healed of schizophrenia at that moment. But two, I knew that there was some sort of evil nest of some type of spiritual force that some of it actually left, and I had hoped that I could pursue Jesus to receive my complete deliverance.
SID: So that was your first hope after all the stuff you went through. Okay. So you, step by step, the Holy Spirit directed you to do different things. I'm going to take you to your parents' swimming pool. What, tell me what the Holy Spirit was teaching you and what you were doing?
“The Spirit of the Lord is on me, because he has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners and recovery of sight for the blind, to release the oppressed, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favour”. Luke 4 verse 18
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